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May 21, 2012, 02:58 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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You CAN survive this and you MUST! Paul would NOT want you to kill yourself!!! He would WANT you to go on with your life, and to be happy !!! He didn't want to leave you, but he was called home! Now he WANTS you to carry on -- to find a good, fulfilling life of your OWN.
You CAN do this. Millions of other women have done it and you can too.  YES, it takes time, but it also takes HELP. Please join a grief support group. It doesn't matter if the women are older, younger or the same age. They've all been thru the same thing as you are going thru. They know the pain and they can help you. You don't HAVE to go thru this alone.
Please get some help. And while you're at it, talk to your medical doctor. Perhaps he can put you on a TEMPORARY dose of antidepressant. It sounds like you're SEVERELY depressed, and take these meds for a short time just to get you over the hump will help immensely. Please think about it, will you? I wish you the very best. God is walking with you to help get you thru this. God bless & please take care. Hugs, Lee
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