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Originally Posted by newtus
im one those people though i never really had a life i can look back on. as issues i deal with started around 11/12 yrs old. i have nothing to compare. its all been one big thing really.
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What life would you have, if you could have anything?
Oh by the way . . . I used your exploding burrito line today. It got a lot of laughs! You really are great with words, it's impressive.
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Originally Posted by newtus
(you describe your parents)
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Wow, that sounds like a lot to deal with. Do you find it really difficult when your father is so successful?
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Originally Posted by newtus
my dad saw my arm all cut up. he says i dont look good. said i look very confused/lost. i was picking apart a dead skunk. heard gunshots today. saw the airplane once today. when i see/hear that stuff i go into a panicked war mode. literally. i mean. i ducked and started running through the woods and across peoples fields/properties. i ran about 20 acres.
...but then i came back. like mentally. idk why i do that...
..you know..i mentioned false memories...i keep having these memories come to me about being in war...but ive never been in the military or anything like that. its weird.
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Do you feel good? Bad? Just plain out-of-it? Those memories must be really tough, even more so because you say they can't be real.
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