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well...i wanted to goto university and become a filmmaker. yea
oh well now.
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Oh by the way . . . I used your exploding burrito line today. It got a lot of laughs! You really are great with words, it's impressive.
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i seem to make people laugh pretty easy. idk why.
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Wow, that sounds like a lot to deal with. Do you find it really difficult when your father is so successful?
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yea...yea i do actually.
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Do you feel good? Bad? Just plain out-of-it? Those memories must be really tough, even more so because you say they can't be real.
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i feel out of it. i dont understand these images. ive never known where to places images that come into my head like that. ive had them for many years ...images ..just in my head. i still sort of think of most of them as premonitions. ive had images of other countries and famous people ive met that used to live. ive never really talked about it before.
its all very confusing. im scared of them. i mean all these kinds of images. i started looking at past lives and such. i think im onto a theory that might explain these sort of psychic/supernatural images that deal with premonitions/past lives. whichever someone looks at it. religious/nonreligious. i believe both tie together anyway. only difference is one includes religion the other doesnt. they are alike. both deal with ghosts/visions/otherworldly beings/etc.
i believe ill find and place a lasting theory that will make me known with that topic.. forgive me as i feel too paranoid to go into detail. just the fear of people watching. if people can watch you in reality they can watch you online.
i just gotta say. i heard a family of ..idk what..talking to me. two young boys and man and a woman one day a month ago or two. it just doesnt add up to voices. and honestly im more inclined to believe my "voices" are me receiving another dimension of time or perhaps demonic activity than an illness. dont try to tell me otherwise. my beliefs on it are not on cue with mainstream society so you dont know the details of what i speak personally. thats fine. its too much to go into.
but it was a toddler boy saying "wheres grandpa?" and the dad said "hes gone". i looked around. i was in the bathroom. the mom said "dont listen to her" and the dad started laughing like...hysterically/demonically.
i have memories of meeting world leaders and all from WWII and glimpses of fighting in like the 17th century. etc. amongst other non-political stuff.