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well...i wanted to goto university and become a filmmaker. yea  oh well now. |
Why oh well now? I know you've said before that you don't want to go to uni. Do you still want to be a filmmaker?
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i seem to make people laugh pretty easy. idk why.
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It's because you're great with words and you have very insightful observations! Maybe you should be a commedienne!
I'd come to watch you. Or you could write funny books or make funny films.
I remember you saying once you like British TV. Do you know about someone called Stephen Fry? He has (what he calls) manic depression/bipolar and he's a comedian and documentary presenter/filmmaker. He made a great career in spite of serious mental distress and even some time in jail.
His shows include QI (one of my all-time favourites), A Bit of Fry and Laurie (Laurie being Hugh Laurie, aka Dr. House to you Yanks
) and his documentary Fry in America. I think you can find them all on youtube.
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yea...yea i do actually.
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i feel out of it. i dont understand these images. ive never known where to places images that come into my head like that. ive had them for many years ...images ..just in my head. i still sort of think of most of them as premonitions. ive had images of other countries and famous people ive met that used to live. ive never really talked about it before.
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I can't even imagine. You are so strong to deal with all of that and still be funny and nice to talk to. Do you like talking about it? Does it help? Do you want to talk? Obviously you can talk here if you want.
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its all very confusing. im scared of them. i mean all these kinds of images. i started looking at past lives and such. i think im onto a theory that might explain these sort of psychic/supernatural images that deal with premonitions/past lives. whichever someone looks at it. religious/nonreligious. i believe both tie together anyway. only difference is one includes religion the other doesnt. they are alike. both deal with ghosts/visions/otherworldly beings/etc.
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Do you have any kind of religious faith? Quite a few people end up seeing their psychotic experiences as part of a religious/spiritual awakening. Does your theory give you comfort?
I imagine Costello can give you all kinds of links to these stories on Madness Radio, if you're interested. (Costello is the Queen of MR links!)
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i believe ill find and place a lasting theory that will make me known with that topic.. forgive me as i feel too paranoid to go into detail. just the fear of people watching. if people can watch you in reality they can watch you online.
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I can't think of anything you've done to forgive, hun. Share whatever you'd like, in your own time, k?
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i just gotta say. i heard a family of ..idk what..talking to me. two young boys and man and a woman one day a month ago or two. it just doesnt add up to voices. and honestly im more inclined to believe my "voices" are me receiving another dimension of time or perhaps demonic activity than an illness. dont try to tell me otherwise. my beliefs on it are not on cue with mainstream society so you dont know the details of what i speak personally. thats fine. its too much to go into.
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I met a lady once who said something to this effect about my voices/experiences. She said that it was people trying to communicate with me through channels that were left open at my birth, and that the channels could be closed if I tried. I believe you if that's what you say it is
I think there's a lot more to life than just what science says could happen. (Also I imagine that one day, phsyics will get to the point where it says this could happen! Ha! Our universe is so weird.)
Anyway if you want to tell me more about it, or if you want to know more about what that lady said to me and how she said I could fix it, just ask.
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i have memories of meeting world leaders and all from WWII and glimpses of fighting in like the 17th century. etc. amongst other non-political stuff.
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Sounds like you're a bit of a history buff?
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