I was recently diagnosed with an eating disorder, mainly a pure form of anorexia nervosa, and it was found out randomly I wasn't expecting it at all, even though I was low weight at 5 ft 1.
The problem is that I've barely just been put on a recovery program and I'm putting on lots of weight faster than normal because I'm just terrified that if I don't show instant improvement then the doctors won't let me finish up my college exams and I won't graduate!!
I just feel like I have no time to even deal with this disorder, let alone try to recover from it, I'm just too busy with class projects and an exchange program coming up too soon...I've lost myself to overeating, which has led to laxative abuse.
So I guess I wanted to hear from anybody who can relate to recovering under pressure? I don't know what to do...
Last edited by darkpurplesecrets; May 21, 2012 at 08:02 PM.
Reason: bringing within guidelines....
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