stupid voices.. being evil to me. telling me to leave my church.. i hate them. i hope god casts them into hell. sorry mods if i cant say god.

music helps.

but i get so angry at them.

they come out of people so it seems like ppl are being evil to me... it hurts my relationships with my family.. although i forgive them for how they've treated me.. im not perfect either.

guess im stuck to keep taking my meds.. they have helped. im damned to taking them =/

maybe its really not them. but that is hard to believe. they are good people

writing this has helped me feel better.. hope those feelings stay =P

any comments help and are appreciated.