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I kinda want to know if anyone's ever been like this or is currently like this.
I recoginize when I'm angry or sad or happy. BUt what borthers me is let's say I am angry. At the very moment when someone upsets me, I know I am angry. But then two minutes later, I can't remember why I was angry. Or someone I talk myself out of thinking anything made me angry and its just my own fault. But then a little later, its like I feel nothing. Like I don't know if I just felt anything. I can't remember the feeling of anger or if I was angry. Sometimes I can't even rememebr the situation that made me feel this way.
Like I know that all humans should forgive and forget but....the forgetting part seems a little off in my case I guess.
Maybe I should write down everything, from start to finish each time something like this happens. But I am afraid of over analyzing myself. What if nothing's wrong. Could I just be imaging everything. I am afraid of the outcome, of trying to figure myself out. But it hurts me and others around me to stay rooted in this maze of confusion. A little insight or words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated.
Heh, Thinking About Clouds.
TAC.
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