Sorry for disappearing Newtus. It's like, 2am here now and I fell asleep at my desk doing my readings and I'm just off to bed for real now.

I don't know what the way out is, but there has to be a way if that's what you want. When I set out to get off meds people hadn't been telling me I was ill for nearly as long as they've been telling you, but there was a way. There always has to be a way. Just keep thinking about that and trying new ways to cope and set your life forward, k?