Twice. I've asked three times!. And I'm confused why it doesn't come. These are my friends. People I've lent money to they haven't paid back, cleaned their house, watch their kids on a dime and dropped by everything to whatever has been asked. Perhaps an exception or two but, honestly, I don't ask for much. It's not my nature.

I'm asking for an afternoon. Just come sit and be my motivation. Things are extremly stressful at work. I've had a flare up of my physical conditions and i need a hand. I need vision. I just need to feel like there's someone there.

But why? Why don't they see how despirately I need a hand...