Wow, that is too much! I know from my experience most of these hamper your art. For me that is graphic design and writing. Depression, anxiety, delusions and halucinations. Most of the new meds they tried on me had terrible effects on my creativity, Abilify, Seroquel and such that I stopped taking them all together.
I'm not saying this is what you should do, but talk to your doctor about changing meds maybe.
I found if I can deal with my depression and anxiety the other symptoms are possible to manage with some effort, and my creativity comes back to me in large bursts which is pretty cool when it happens.
Don't give up. You do not suck, you are sick and trying to deal with too much.
If you think you took too much klonopin call 911.
It sounds like people love and need you right now, stay alive. My best days usally come after some of the worst, hang in there and look at tomorrow as a brand new begining.
Hope all the best for you, Dan