Does anyone else feel like they don't fit into this world? I have been so depressed for months. Medication and therapy have not helped at all. I feel as though I am not met to be here. I can not find inner happieness. i hate life and am so tired of living . there is not any real reason for me to feel like this except i feel like this. therapists and psychiatrsts have pretty much given up . I have thoughts of suicide all the time and of cuting sometimes. i am constantly suicidal with out actually taking the actions to go through with it. I wonder if the feelings and thoughts will ever go away. i am starting college again in the fall.i will be staying in a dorm and iam scared of being away and using public restrooms. please anyone out there, i feel like i am the only out there that is like this.