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Originally Posted by Mike_J
I went from once a week to once every other week for about a year, not due to finances but because I was really worried that I was becoming (already being) too dependent on her.
It was hard, the weeks I didn't see her were always worse than the weeks that I did.
I wish I had some good advice for you but I don't. I really hope she can get into your insurance plan.
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Hi Mike,
Thanks for replying. I'd be curious to know how long it took you to get used to 2 sessions per month? Are you doing it now? How did you cope during the weeks you didn't see her?
I think I'm too dependent myself. But the thing is, all these years in t, I've also battled the dependency, out of terror of becoming attached and being hurt. So I've been extremely attached but also aloof. Weird, i know. i definitely have attachment problems. I want so badly to be able to connect with others and have deep meaningful relationships. But I'm afraid of getting close to people. I'm terrified to "need" my t. The thing i need in my life so badly is also the thing i fear.