The first sentence is a misrepresentation of what I say. I don't think they detained me for the purpose of making me a sex toy (I know I've used that phrase before). I know that there was no sound basis for sectioning me AND that one of the side-effects of the sectioning was that I was subjected to extreme sexual abuse/rape/harassment for ongoing periods without it being stopped.

And second, I'm not complaining about my lost past life, I'm complaining about the roadblocks to doing ANYTHING with myself now that they've labelled me a schizophrenic. Well, that and my inability to deal with all the trauma they've saddled me with (including the inability to get outside help for it).