I didn't realize they had so much follow-up required care over there! I can see ways it might be good, but also bad. I'm sorry it's interfering with you so much. May I ask why your diagnosis is part of your criminal record? Is that how it's done there, or were you arrested at some point?
btw I don't think you're a weird, angry, *****. You might be a little weird, but in a good way, and I think some anger is justified.