I can relate to those feelings. I often want to make it worse than it was when I talk about it to my T, to make sure that I am taken seriously. When I tried to tell about some of the things as a child, no one really cared. I guess I'm just scared that nobody will care about me.

I don't really have any advice to offer. They told me that I had a vivid imagination, i think that 's called gaslighting. Well, I still have issues with reality and I've got very few memories.