I was a loner most of my life, when it came middle school, the group of friends that I had created stabbed me in the back so bad (figuratively) that I actually transferred to private school. I found myself a loner there, I hated everyone, I realized I could graduate high school early, so I went back to public school and worked my butt off to get out of school, keeping all my "friends" an arms length away, I had other friends that went to other schools, they didn't ever call me to hang out though, it wasn't until a few years after that when I realized that no one would have missed me if I was gone, so I left, no one missed me, after time I came back to this damn town only long enough to suffer the death of my mother, my father, my grandfather, and I took off again, I met some "friends" that always wanted to be with me... why wouldn't they? they were using me as their personal ride and party girl, then I came back again, moved out to the woods in a trailer by myself, met my husband out there, got married, had two kids, realized that we were not meant to be together because he had a girlfriend... now... i sit alone, with my two kids... probably alot more of an answer then you ever thought you would get.