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I've been cutting for about a year now. -.-' It's the only thing that's kept me from committing suicide, I believe. But now, it's getting worse and yet I still have no will to stop or to get help .-. It's not worse in how many times I do it though because I used to do it many times a day in smaller cuts that would only bleed a few drops. The ones now are spread out over a couple of days and are VERY deep. A little more deep and it will cut into muscle. The little techniques on the internet don't work for me cause I hate myself and it has to hurt to be relieving at all ( I haven't actually tried them but I know it wouldnt work anyway). I don't really know what to do now. I have an urge to cut right now as I type this but I am too numb to really go get my blade out of its comfy little hiding spot -.- T_T
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In the end, is reality Really reality? Or have we been wrong all along...
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