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May 22, 2012, 11:20 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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What you're describing is a nasty case of depression -- like you said. It does NOT have to STAY like this. There IS help out there.
How about going to therapy? Have you ever tried it? Yes, it takes a little while to see results, but in the end you have a healthy person who has gotten rid of a LOT of garbage!!! You have no idea the amount of GARBAGE that we accumulate from the time we are born until NOW.  It's mind boggling!!! And that junk we accumulate affects everything we do! It affects our moods, our jobs, our relationships, our health, our family, you name it! We don't even feel like existing because of all the junk we carry around.
I've been depressed since I was a child. I don't know how old I was when I first became depressed cause I don't remember NOT being depressed. My parents didn't do anything about it cause they didn't notice us kids. We were just "there." Like the furniture.
When I turned about 22, I got into therapy -- after I'd been in therapy for awhile, my therapist said "you need an antidepressant!" Sheesh! So I went to my doctor, who put me on an A/D, and I went back to the therapist and we worked on 'stuff' for years. I got RID of the junk -- it's gone. It's buried and I'm done with it.  I don't have to deal with it anymore. I felt like someone had taken a bag of 50lb of rocks off my back!
If nothing else, see your doctor -- tell him you're depressed!!! He can at least put you on an A/D until you can get into therapy. You don't have to live like this. LIFE IS GOOD!!! Grab some sunshine, huh? Please? I wish you the very best. God bless & take care. Hugs, Lee
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