Dear, dear Spiderlegs. Bless you for summoning the courage and honest insight that went into this post. It is a generous gift that you have shared with us here at PsychCentral, and I feel honored to have read of what you experienced at such a young age.

I am so glad you found this board. I hope you find it as safe and supportive a place to be as it's been for me in the months I've been here. If there's anything I can do to help you settle in more than you already have, please left me know.

Roadie