((soup)) I'm glad you will continue to post on here for support if it helps. Maybe you could give your T another chance? I know you're hurting that he hasn't contacted so maybe contact him and see what he says? I am sure you will be in his thoughts, as you are in ours. Sometimes I think T is fake and only cares about the money but I am really trying to believe they do care and want to help. Here if you need us