The hat came in the mail. The hat came. Mein hat. MEIN HAT! MEIN HAAAAAAAATTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!
TRIGGER: And now I will present myself in the hat, and I will show my face in its entirety for the first time. Be warned, it is a Nazi hat...and there is implied nudity.
*drumroll*
An excerpt from my journal on DeviantArt:
Oh Tom, my dear condfidante, I cannot wait to tell you how empowered I feel as I look into the window's reflection and admire the silver insignia glistening in the sunlight, the double ribbon shining symbolically as if to say "Embrace yourself and the sex goddess within you." Dear Tom, I wear this visor so proudly. I had no idea the true power the visor can bestow upon me as I smile at my reflection. I could do anything, be anything, and I have nothing to fear. True, it must stay within the realm of the bedroom and in solitude, but that's all I need. I just need to know that I am capable of nearly anything. I am powerful. The only thing I wonder is, am I powerful without the visor? Can I take charge of my life without having to march around in uniform? Yes, I can.
This hat is just so beautiful. I was so worried that it would not live up to my hopes, or that it would be too big or too small, but it fits perfectly and it is made of quality materials...But wow, how the uniform suits me. I'm a SShe-wolf dom now!
Isn't beautiful? Oh god, I can't wait for the armband to come!
I never come on to PC anymore except to see if there is any news from Georgie and Mommy...I don't really have any need to now that I've found DeviantArt...I can express myself there and I've already made friends with WWII reenactors and fetish lovers. I would leave a link, but it would just trigger everybody...It can be a very intimidating realm.
Oh and Mommy, I am working on watching Schindler's List. I finally met Mister Hunky Ralph Fiennes, but it was also after the worst sequence in the movie and I needed to stop. It was so horrible to watch and I felt bad about myself because I fantasized about people who did such horrible things, but then I started talking to one of my facebook friends, and I didn't tell him any details, but he said that as long as I don't believe in what I'm doing, then there's no harm to it.
The majority of the people on DA have been very nice to me, some even asked me about my fetishm. A couple people have not been so nice, including a real Nazi who was annoyed about something I posted. He blocked me, but it was pretty intimidating when I found out I told off a NS without realizing it! Oops...
Ohhhh but I have to tell you about Arens Wolfdietrich! ooohh graberstatte <3333 he's so...he's something else. I cannot stop fantasizing about him, and I got so excited when he replied to a note I left him on his wall. He's a WWII reenactor from Moscow and he's drop dead gorgeous, and not in the Johnny Depp sexy kinda way, but in the way that gives you goosebumps every time you see his picture because he's so cold and intimidating and ooooohhhhh goosebumps. Gaaaaaah I have a crush on someone I've never even met! I thought about asking for an autograph, but that's creepy. Bad idea.
On my DA, I posted those two pictures some doodles, NS song parodies, and some NS slashy type stuff about the characters in my head. The Von Steiger family. That's why I can't link it, it's all stuff that's well...ideologically insensitive. It's got trigger written all over it.
Well, I got to rant because I decided that now that I'm here, I might as well tell you everything. I told you everything from the beginning, and now I'm moving on. I don't know how often I'll come back here, because I just can't post pictures of my uni. It's not good. I really shouldn't post the above pictures, but I think it's relatively tame. It's all fetishm and I don't think it's breaking the guidelines. Hm...I guess that's all I really need to tell you. I've never been so empowered and happy. Ich Liebe Dich, Mein Bester Freund.
xoxo Dr. Skipper
If you're ever curious and feeling brave enough, go to deviantart and look for prisonersofpassion. I'll be there.
