Quote:
Originally Posted by pbutton
I constantly doubt myself. Constantly. Continuously. Repeatedly. I called myself a both a liar and a drama queen in my session yesterday. Why I would lie about it, I have no idea. It's not particularly fun, nor do ever seem to enjoy or benefit from anyone's reaction.
|
Thanks, Putton! And I sort of know what you mean. By late last night I convinced myself that I'm just lying. Though I'll probably change my mind, for now I feel like I just can't talk to T anymore about what I feel like I might be remembering. I feel like I'm just making it up, maybe from something I read years ago or...I dunno...why knows why.
Any thoughts on why you'd make stuff up? (Though I'm convinced I am, and though I don't know you from Adam, I'm SURE you're not making things up. Odd, no?) Probably more important, any idea why you might be saying you're making things up if it's not the case?
Not to tax you or force you to answer questions you don't want to. I just think it's really interesting, and I suspect you're being too hard on yourself.