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Spiderlegs
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Default May 23, 2012 at 02:00 PM
 
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Originally Posted by RainbowRoad View Post
... thank you. I needed to hear this, today. Especially today. I'm losing a friend, right now, over this.

It's sunk in... one of the things I hate most about ptsd, so far... is how everyone is treating me. Like I'm delicate and fragile, and everyone is trying to protect me. Sometimes... they "protect" me by pulling away...

and it hurts. Because I used to be the strong one, that everyone leaned on. And I'm not that person, anymore. Everyone sees it. Everyone knows it. I've been the last one to realize it - and now that I do, it hurts like hell. I defined myselfby my ability to help others. It feels like there's nothing left, now....

Wow...I could have written that...it describes me perfectly! My latest big hurt...they've all decided I can't be around my great grand baby...now I have NEVER physically hurt anyone in my life, but my grown kids have decided I am 'dangerous' when it is they who are the abusers.

REALLY hurts! Especially since I moved back here to help care for her.
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