i'm 23........ well, around 7 or 8 emotionally.................. no one understands...... the hospitals are no help...... i'm still living at "home" with this "family" ................. watching my brother be neglected and abused........ no one will od anyhting, belive me i've tried.......

i need someone to go to....... i need someone to love me..... i need a home and a family...

i want a father...... i need a father.........

no one understands that a 23 yr old wants nothing more than a father out of a man.......... they think..........oh she's trying to sleep with me......or poeple look at it funny...............

i don't get it, why someone can't love me as a daughter?........

as much as i feel worthless and poitless and like a failure, i just don't get why someone can't love me