I feel exactly the same way. I loose everything. Just the other day I finally found all my medical records and they were in a manilla envelope. They were an inch thick. they were in my storage building and I went to give this lady my email address while I was there and used the records to wright on. I put them on the back of my car and when I was ready to leave I forgot they were on there, pulled off and lost my records somewhere on the hwy. The next day when I had my dr.s app. I had no medical records. a couple of weeks ago I lost my car keys and after process of elimination I finally found them at Food City...it is so frustraiting. i cant keep my room clean and my car is trashed. every day i want to clean it but every day i put it off. Its just to overwhelming to think about taking on that mammoth task. Things that are just every day things to other people just wipe me out. My friends want me to go out with them but I make up excuses that I have to do other things but in reality i am at home in front of the tv because getting up and getting ready, and having to meet new people and converse, and all that stuff just is too hard for me. I wouldnt event go to work if I didnt have to and I am a dog groomer and I love what I do. I have no intrest in anything. I was a bodybuilder and now I have gained 20 lbs and that has me depressed. I used to enjoy lifting weights so much and it made me feel so good now I just dont care anymore. I love planting flowers in my garden and working in the yard but its all weeds now. I just dont care. It sucks..Hopefully when I go to the dr. next week I will have some good news.