Sorry I'm rather naive, but what's a passive death wish? Like you're not actively planning your suicide, it's just a "I wish I would just die" kind of mentality? I'm sorry you're feeling that way, . I think your T is so concerned because they care about you and want to see you enjoying life of course! If my idea of what a passive death wish is, is correct, then I think your T would be concerned that it may turn into more active planning. I hope you talk to your T more about this, I know it's scary . You're doing good.