the medications...
i just wasnt the same on them.
my whole self....just...idk..gone
looking back i feel like i was worse on meds cause i wasnt myself and i became obese and my body hurt everyday. id vomit a lot due to overeating i never knew i was doing. i gained joint problems and my spine slipped out of place a bit from the weight..i had to goto a chiropractor type doc. i slept and ate. i was depressed all time. it was hell....

it was pure hell... :'(
and to think life
may be like that again.
i cant stand it
i just cant