Well, what if you never where normal? Is there anyone here with PTSD, that had issues before the PTSD? then again I am not so sure some of the experiences in my early childhood did not contribute to my PTSD. But anyways what help is there for those who were never normal in the first place?

I mean just to vent a little I feel pretty alienated by any 'help' I can find...I am going to give one place a try but I am not sure where that will go. It just seems everything is based on getting back into society and functioning well in it. But I am so frusterated because I never had that....I was always the freaking outcast and I never did identify with society. So I just feel so isolated with my PTSD because even a lot of others who have it experienced a normal life before...well I never did so I don't know how to apply that to my situation. So I guess it's just kind of hard to deal with because I don't even know if most mental health professionals want to deal with someone whos goal is not to blend in with in what my opinion is a sick society.

I mean it's like I've got a double bad situation because I cannot function in this society and even if I could I am not sure I'd want to.