You're right Leed, Maybe I'm over analyzing things again and what I'm really feeling is a fear of rejection. I also don't want to cause myself unneccessary hurt again especially considering the way he spoke to me during that last exchange. I keep telling myself that "friends" don't disrespect each other or treat each other's feelings so inconsiderately and selfishly. But at the same time I also think to myself, what if he was just in one of his weird moods when I tried to talk to him and that's what happened? Am I making excuses for him to keep treating me like trash? Could be, but something deep down keeps nagging me saying that he really WASN'T telling me the whole story. I guess I'll find out while I'm up there if I muster up the courage to ask him to have lunch or a coffee or whatever. We'll just see how I feel once I'm there. Thanks!