So sorry for your feeling "weird"; since you are from a decent church background then we are guessing that is not your reason, yes? I think you sound as though you know you are right to feel this way but something else has happened to make you confused; I mean, you have bi friends, etc. so you know it is not weird. Why is it weird for YOU in particular? Are you not kind to yourself as you are kind to other people? Do you believe you deserve the same respect and right to happiness as other people do deserve? Is it simply the mistake with the young teen? You made a mistake; looks can be deceiving and you thought she he was older. That happens. When I was 18 I knew a 13 year old boy was very lonely, had a crush on me, was depressed, and he told me he had never even kissed anyone.

So I kissed him.

Do you think I was evil? I don't think so. I had good intentions. I didn't want another to experience the lonely hell I had gone through as a young teen. It happens. It is OK. You are a kind and loving person or else you wouldn't be so worried.

Take care of yourself, and feel free to PM me , if you think I can help more.