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Originally Posted by shipping
So sorry for your feeling "weird"; since you are from a decent church background then we are guessing that is not your reason, yes? I think you sound as though you know you are right to feel this way but something else has happened to make you confused; I mean, you have bi friends, etc. so you know it is not weird. Why is it weird for YOU in particular? Are you not kind to yourself as you are kind to other people? Do you believe you deserve the same respect and right to happiness as other people do deserve? Is it simply the mistake with the young teen? You made a mistake; looks can be deceiving and you thought she he was older. That happens. When I was 18 I knew a 13 year old boy was very lonely, had a crush on me, was depressed, and he told me he had never even kissed anyone.
So I kissed him.
Do you think I was evil? I don't think so. I had good intentions. I didn't want another to experience the lonely hell I had gone through as a young teen. It happens. It is OK. You are a kind and loving person or else you wouldn't be so worried.
Take care of yourself, and feel free to PM me , if you think I can help more.
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No, not really. I think I feel weird mostly because I refuse to admit it to myself. Still, I do. I never check myself as bisexual on anything, and when someone asks me what orientation I am (which rarely comes up anyways), I am quick to say straight. I think I fear that I will scare people away or something if they know. This would be extremely hard for me to admit to anyone, especially with severe social phobia and anxiety already.
And nooo, I am certainly never kind to myself, ahah. I am my own worst enemy in most cases.
And no, I think what you did was sweet, and was full of good intentions and wasn't a bad thing. And thank you, you are too. c: And thanks, I will!
Again, thanks so much, you made me feel a bit better. c:
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Age: 17
Dx: Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia (Social Phobia), Panic Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (of the self-mutilation type)
Medication:
Zoloft 50 mg- once a day
Abilify 1mg- once a day
