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Originally Posted by shipping
O! It makes me so happy to have made you feel a bit better! I am often pensive, too. I live nearby, and teach at a major university. I am a bit different in that I make friends with my students. To me, many of my students are more real than the faculty here. The faculty are a bit snooty, full of themselves. Maybe one day you will come to my university and take a class with me! It would be fun. And please practice trying to be kinder to yourself. You are good and worthy of affection.
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I don't make friends easily. Not only do I not really have any, but I don't really want to either, unless they indulge themselves in the same warped fantasy worlds I do. Yeah, I know, it's a problem, haha. That's a great thing! And that would be super awesome! What do you teach?
And yes, I am definitely working on that. I have a very hard time trying to convince myself of nice things though, haha. I always hear these people in my head ridiculing me and everything I do, and whenever I hear someone laughing or talking, I automatically think it's something bad about me, and can't shake the feeling. Eh, but like I said. It's a work in progress, eheh. c:
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Moves like....Jagger? Nah man, i've got them moves like Strider.
Age: 17
Dx: Social Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia (Social Phobia), Panic Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (of the self-mutilation type)
Medication:
Zoloft 50 mg- once a day
Abilify 1mg- once a day
