I'm wishing you good luck in therapy.. I can understand your feelings. Like others have said, just cause you weren't physically hurt doesn't mean you weren't hurt. Also, I think it's quite possible that you have difficulty forgiving your foster father now cause it's not the first time he hurt you..at least, that's my own experience. But, to me, the fact that you were able to forgive him sends the message that you have a lot of strength within you. *hug* if it's okay.