some please help me out there....i dono how to live this life without him....i loved him and still loving him deep from my heart eventhough he has eventhough he has cheated me....we both loved each other other for 2 tears and i know that he loves but i dint show my love to him in this 2 years jus before 4 months i told my love to him and i am mad on him i cannot live without him i love him very deeply more than anything...i dont look his facial attractions or his dressing his or to have sex...its something diffferent i felt from my heart that he is the one for me whom god has decided and kept lots and lots of love on him and became mad on him...we used to chat daily in facebook he used to talk well and we were like a couple speaking with each other we used to speak even about sex when we talk about our future and how our life should and how should we lead our life in future.....he also will speak lots about about his and about the members in his family but suddenly one day he told he doesnt liked me or loved me at any time and he hates me....now he dint even contact me after that but i cudnt change my love for him and couldnt think of another person in a position were i kept him in my heart...i couldnt think of someone as m husband other than him....i beg u please someone help me to come out of this...i want to die and get out of this pain permanently....i dont want this pain in my life....my death should look like an accident so that my parents shouldnt feel please someone help me.....expecting a reply as soon as possible...please beg u all.....