Please. I'm 36 and still a virgin. And not because I want to be.

I think it's mostly because I'm a disabled transsexual man who is gay and gets so worked up about relationships that I can't function when I'm in one. I don't have casual sex. I've met absolutely no one in the gay community who wants to actually LOVE a transsexual.

Basically, I'm giving up, too. I hate my life. I hate being gay. I hate relationships. And I've even been seriously considering suicide because of all this. Oh well, just one more leech on society dead... just another loser gone. No one will miss him.