I really had no idea how freeked up my mommy issues were until starting therapy. I had just accepted it for so long, not even realizing how it could affect my whole life.
** possible trigger, mother interaction/emotional abuse **
I had a similar experience with my mom recently. I finally asked her why she never came to my sports games in high school. She said I told her not to come. Hmmmmm, I dont recall this. I suppose its possibly but I just dont think so. My mom has a habit of lying when it suits her. And to manipulate me. All this emotional abuse is beginning to register with me. I told my T that my first concern with therapy was that I would begin hating my mom again. And I can see the emotional separation already beginning.
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