lately we have been doing more than just some passing thinking about just disappearing. not in the sense of Su,but like just taking what money we have and going somewhere nobody knows us and dropping out of sight. the practical,realistic part of us knows this is not a wise thing but the rest of us,the stressed,depressed hurt parts dont want to think about practical. how bad could it really be? we honestly feel like there is no hope for us and we are broken and unfixable beyond anything anyone can do. we are very close to just cancelling all appointments and just..stopping thank you if you finished reading our rambling♥