My soul is on fire and heart unsure
And I don't know where else to turn
When God is silent and I am alone
I wonder if there is a point to this
I work so hard to open myself up
Just to be ignored once again
Do you realize that the changes
You've helped me make are the
Very things that isolate me from
Those in my life who once cared
My husband cannot cope with it
My best friend suicidal herself
Where else do I go from here
What else do I have to do
To survive this dark soul night
Growing dimmer each hour
Until the darkness overtakes me
I thought WE weren't letting me
Ever go to that place again
But now I see that WE means me
And I cannot trust what you say
Just like so many others in life
Why do I even waste my time
I should just accept my fate
That you are but just a facade
And I am always utterly alone