Did my best to throw out my marriage on a mania. We were unhappy with each other for other reasons anyway, then I decided to go looking for an old lover of mine I had searched for before. Finally found her this time, left my wife and kids for her, had 3-4 months of wild passionate romance and planning for the perfect future together before it all blew up. Trying to clean up the aftermath now and put my life and marriage back together, but it's a slow difficult process with no guarantees. Bipolar can play havoc with relationships, I learned the hard way.