I just D0N'T KN0W what to do anymore dhx. I'm sending resumes, not just in response to ads, I pass them along to old co-workers, friends, family, neighbours. I've thought of alternate ways of getting an income, none of which is viable. If I had internet access, I'd join a gay dating website and marry a well-off gay man that won't or can't come out and is looking to marry a woman. (but we'd be friends 1st of cors) BUUUT, I can't even go find this man! Maybe I could even sell my body to science, but who do I call? Atleast you understand...