i'm here. Everyone still looks angry.. and the voices are quite loud right now. I had an okay day at work. I made a sundae and spilled a little of it.. and I forgot about the mess. Some girl working the drive through yelled at me for it and told me that she wasn't my babysitter and that I needed to get off my butt and clean up after myself.. I was going to.. I just forgot. I didn't cry until I got off work. I try really hard and I am so nervous today I can't stop shaking. and I can't sleep. so i really didn't need that. anyway.. i'm here. hi everyone.