Looking back, I didn't know it was mania at the time, I cheated on my bf of 6 yrs with 3 guys in one week and ended up moving in with the last one. It all happened within a week omg lol. No wonder I was so confused back then lol. The guy was a douche so no biggie. I have definitely lost some friends over it and family as well (extended). The fight or flight is always and prob always will be fight. Damn