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Old May 24, 2012, 03:52 PM
hamster-bamster hamster-bamster is offline
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Background: http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=217084

Masturbation for me means pure fantasy; I do not look at imagery. And I want it back. I will supply the fantasy, the memories, but I want the body to respond. I no longer wish to defer resolution of this issue until I find a man (this may never happen, as I am not searching nor am I attractive these days, alas). I want my wonderful orgasms back now. I would need less Trazodone if I could lull myself to sleep with a few powerful orgasms in a row. Orgasms used to work so well putting me to sleep... I would feel more alive if I could come. Is it much to ask to get a medication recommended on the background thread just for the pleasures of solo sex? I think I am going to talk to her about that. I know she will say that my even bringing up this subject - pleasure - means that I am on the mend from depression, and I am sure she would be right. But please, doctor, do something about it! I will tolerate suppressed thyroid and shaky hands that cannot control the pencil well, just deliver me the orgasms!

Has anyone had this conversation with their p-doc?