I can deffinately relate to this. I was with a guy once. He was really good for me to. I had a mania episoide and left him. I have no idea why.Been married 3x also. Being in a relationship is really hard. I'm in one now .Last week i had a verry bad episode and packed up. He talked to me and got through. This guy is amazing. He's willing to help me all he can. I made an emergency appointment with my dr. Relationships and mental illness is very dificult to deal with. It takes a very strong man or women to be able to stand beside us and help us.I'm still fighting my mood swings every day.