It was kind of tough. We went into a totally unexpected area and scratched the surface of something deep, old and painful.

Plus, we talked about our relationship and it left me feeling vaguely dissatisfied. I figured out later that the thing I most want was never discussed. I need to bring it up to him next week. A little bit scary - asking for what I want and think I need. He'll probably tell me that I'm being unrealistic and passive-aggressive.