I thought out would be face to face emailing too. Buy then I waaaaa like "hmm, we all have our issues with eye contact so what would it matter". Butt when I actually imagine t sitting with the chair turned, feels rejecting. More so, I imagine than psychoanalysis with the t hiding out of sight. This case has t there, but felling as if t doesn't even want to bother looking at me. Ugh, I can only imagine how your feeling based on how bad I felt thinking about the prospect. Hugs mue