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bebop said:
you said you are not working and a new baby. I don't know how old the baby is but maybe you could also get a job to help out?
Most families these days have both working to even make ends meet. just a thought.

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I'm disabled. I'm in a voc rehab program but due to the arrival of the baby, I had to interrupt training. The baby is 4 months old.

I have a phobia or fear of anyone taking care of my baby. (Because of the abuse, incest, and rapes that happened to me) . . . I freak out so easily, just thinking how someone could hurt my baby. I know it's crazy. But my husband and I have agreed that until our son is able to talk and tell us if someone hurt him, then we won't be leaving him alone with others. He'll be with me or my hubby. So I guess when he is 4 years old, I'll be able to resume my voc rehab program.