I am sorry if i triggered any one with what Sabby had edited-

I wanted to say that yesterday i had wrote a 2 page letter of things I was upset about and today that I have taken that 2 page letter of what I am upset with and I have wrote either conclusions, other views of mine, or pointed things that I need to work on or talk about.

Emotions are hard to deal with some times- but I do agree with the website- wait 5 minutes, wait another 5, wait 24 hours.... emotions can block up judgements... even though I may feel as if it is a destiny of mine to some extent- I am hear now, and some where inside of me does feel as if it is not an answer but yet just an escape...

Be well all- not sure if this has helped any one besides myself though, sorry about that.