Sannah is very wise, newtus. But it is much easier to "never stop trying" when doing this for one's own child--doing it for one's own self is (for some mysterious reason) infinitely harder for folks like us, huh?

Do you have a good imagination, newtus? Can you become the child of your "self"? I befriended her as my (imaginary) friend in jr (middle) school and named her Susan MacGillicuddy. I was her BFF. I really was too.