It was in reference to Perna's comment about being a prostitute when you pay for relationships. Because that is exactly what I said I had done before, it seemed like a comment on me being a prostitute by trying to buy my parents' love, etc, hence the ***** the comment. Maybe me just being too pissy today. And getting called a ***** over and over growing up. Being used for someone else's sexual gratification and called a ***** when you wanted affection messes with a person's head. I don't know.